Friction

Doing some experiment, trying to investigate will I recover without apply medicine & care. Crazy!!!
First day,

Second day,

Feel so awful today, too pain & I really hope to escape. I really feel desperate. Hmm. Dun disturb better ba. No one cares. I'm too rigid. It's my own problem. Maybe Kedah will be a better place.

Juz a piece of Craps

Everyone has their own path, own road, own destiny, own difficulties. It’s undeniable that we leave for a promising future, for glorious achievement, for somehow for parents’ sake. Filial, invincible reason. There’s nothing eternal and long-lasting. Everything’ll fades. Even if now you were not bear to leave, yet, each decision links to another unpredictable situation. Well, what can we do?

Time is the best remedy, oldies saying. People u’ll meet, Group tat u’ll join, Environment u’ll be in, Wat happens now will just become parts of ur memory. Cannnt be so greedy & hope for immortality. Human, juz a poor actor, try to do their best in his own drama, watched by God, everything is nothing. I think what I can do now is juz enjoy every moment of life. However, I’m too rigid.

Ah~~~ I wish that I can play more. Btw, everyone is just a passer-by in everyone’s life. Although is too negative thinking, yet, don’t cha think it’s a fact too?

Hurt T.T

Haiz... Dunno wan write or not but I do feel lyk writing it out. Yet, I dun wan offense ppl. I still care about these thing. Y I cannt 4get it? I tot I'm diffferent after I went to Sunway. But sum harsh word remind me of everything. Initially I already let it go, yet, nw I onli realized I still obsessed & very mind it. I shouldn't lyk blame tat ppl coz I'm the one who start the questions. Feeling sad & down. Writing with a woebegone face, mixed feelings of sadness, disapointment, a bit Jearous, a bit envy... Trying to comfort myself with reasonsss

I'm sick

Lost weight again, I supposed. Y? Sad to inform, our DEAREST Vansai finally sick. Hate medicine >< Have to eat those big bitter pills morning till night. Poor Vansai. U know I put many strength courage to actually shallow it? U’ll hesitate and imagine that it might stuck at your throat. Yukkss.

The bitter taste start to “dance” within ur tongue, having BBQ in it, shrieks of joy and laughter filled the mouth, the smoke came from the camp fire actually make you feel lyk vomit >< Luckily gt Toblerone, I eat it right after medicine. I love Chocolate~~~

Feeling blissful at skulz, my frenz all luv me. Jk JK. Stella, Eric seems reli not bear to let us go, he even serenade to mii... lmao His favourite quote: 去matrik!! =D Bee a, don't juz tag with us onli, go to another gang, if not, KS'll start to sumthing "vulgar" & 虎视眈眈to him or her XD Obsessed to pick up the pingpong balls~~~

Gaga ZZ

" Ooh oh ooh oh Ooh
Caught in a bad romance~
Ooh oh ooh oh Ooh
Caught in a bad romance~
Rah rah ah ah ah Ramma ramama
Gaga oh lala, Wan your bad romance~~ "

So embarrassing... So "vulgar"... Just by singing this song, I became Gaga ZZ. =3= Not really like this title, but have to accept it, no choice. Well, I admit that I cannt sing well, but I do enjoy when singing that song, although Dora cheated me & let me solo the intro XD Sing by my "soul", haha, yet, I can see others enjoyed it then it doesn't matter (maybe they juz act to enjoy ><)Oh ya, there's not wrong a guy sing gal's song, I wondered why they lyk a little shocked @.#

Too tired & decided to stop a while. I hate the hustle and bustle of life in the big city. I somehow discover that I have lost my happiness. However, I found some when I accidentally see some conceptual art photograph. I have no intention to violate copyright & Plz dun call me copycat, juz tat's coincidence... XD


Cannt We be Friends???? =D

"Mummy!!!!!!!" T.T

The Spy, My kinder buono ><

Weirdo...

Have a fight with someone. Haiz. SO unreasonable. Cannt tahan. Dun bother liao. Received Petronas's invitation but still wondering wan go or not. Damn far. Studi petroleum huh, quite interesting actually, but... Better dun say here =3=

Next friday, result of Matrik, B4 i still feel very eager to go there, but now sumhow, i dun feel lyk going. Reli dun wan go, I dun wan get, Getting matrik is juz lyk won in the lottery. Totally dun wan, pray 4 me... Wat if God's will, should I go? Wat about my NUS? If this is predestined, should surrender again? T.T

These days, quite crazy for COSPLAY, after watched my fatal frame MV, I <3 JAPAN! COSPLAY! ACtually i still wonder which character should becum when I in JP ><
Most probably after I fin studi in NUS~~ A charac suddenly appears in my mind, Ciel Phantomhive (Kuroshitsuji) ><

Perfect costume, so high class man~~~ XD

Alexiel from Angel Sanctuary - I luv tis, Exactly the angel from heaven ><

Arthas from World Of Warcraft - Sometimes I wonder is this human or game charac??? @.# Extremely lyk pop-out from comp ><

Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach - Too bad, This Ichigo nt so nice... T.T

Kakashi from Naruto - Cool!!! Assassin look ><

Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII - Nice angle of shooting, They r all so pro~~~

Tifa from Final Fantasy Advent Children - Her skin so fair, I <3 her facial expression ><

Ulquiorra from Bleach - So emo~~~~~ T.T

Vincent Valentine from Final Fantasy VII - So cool & handsome...

Lazy type oredi, in a nutshell, I <3 COSPLAY, COSPLAY <3 Me... Jk onli XD

~Kioku~

Lots of webs here, let me clear a bit. Wor... 2months!!! My writing skill oso downgrade. Still rmmb mid jan went to work as temporary ACCOUNT clerk in URC, snack foods company, eating chips n new flavour products FREE!!! Salary high neh~ can achieve 4s.f. per month... >< of coz, gt my frenz to accompany me, ZERO XD He did better than me who were doing mistakes here n there. Nt boring n indeed have fun... HAHA then chyun came, sitting alone XD "Numerous" of deliver order, bad order, salary slip we typed, checked, printed, faxed. XD

480++ letter nid me to insert!!!! ><


FREE gift >< Children's day!!!

Then doctor programme, new frenzs, new exp. In Hospital Sultanah Aminah... Let us c wats doctor working life is. Chyun the leader, oh ya, i wan the photos!!! FT upload >< Unexpected ACCESS... O&G dept. Deliver of babies >< Whole process, UNCUT!!! SO touching when c one new life has cum to tis world... Truly... PLZ dun call ti s pervert... We watched on the name of houseman XD Photos all in fb...


Frenz from all walks of life.. Ll nt 4gt u guys T.T

JPA, i dun wan talk much XD Sure ll nt get liao... Raymond LOW, ISI guy, damm sugoiii~~~ HAIZ... HAHAHA... lmao. Say me pakai tie looks handsome??? == Here vansai, there vansai... A level in sunway nice~~~ New frenzssss XD (no choice, being "abandon" by "old" frenz, have to be independent man, gambatae to me... Less topic to talk with old ppl, but many to talk with new frenz... Distance nw becum farer... Miss my high skulz frenz... T.T

JPA name tag >< No2