Haiz... I m nt saying tat or looking down on animation de job... So sad... So mani ppl looking down on animator... Even the pricipal says animator is the "lau kui" de job... I reli wan 2 b an animator or game designer... However, in tis lame negara, wat can i do after i learnt all these things?? I reli reli wan 2 b cum wat i wan 2 b... However, money is more vital rite?? Without money i cannt do anything… Even my parent said tat i can studi a better course but y i wan 2 choose tis “lau kui” de job?? They dun wan me 2 studi tat animation n in tis lame negara, i cannt find a animator job n there s no market 4 me… They even said tat my drawing is very very “lan” n although is true i reli wan 2 pursuit my dream…
I reli wan 2 b cum i wat i reli wan 2 b… Y i m the eldest?? I reli wan 2 bro or sis… Tat’s y i cannt b so selfish… Still hav little bro n sis… If i insist 2 foolow my heart’s desire, doom… No money n yet h r they goin’ 2 studi?? The only thing i can do is 2 cheat myself tat animator is a very “lau kui” de job… Nt 2 think about it… I reli wan 2 go 2 Japan, Sakura’s country 2 studi animation… After i b cum dentist or doin’ work in pharmacy, i can earn many money… I wan 2 earn money in a very very short time… I feared tat after i earn enough money, i m old oredi… Reli… Nonono, I can earn money in a short time… Yet, i feared tat i will b cum a new me…
As i m known as Jigoku Master, I think tat maybe (i oso scare) i will bow 2 Devil butlers, Sebastian, n my fate will juz like Jigoku Shoujo, in the hell all the time, B cm a fallen angel, tat means i will open tat Pandora’s Box, n release all the evil spirits… Hopefully, i can meet Index, hope she can purify me… Vampire knight can stand beside me n protect me… Lol!!! I only can say tat animation will hav a very standard after a long time… Watch n see… I reli wan 2 go Japan!!! Actually, i m a weirdo… Reli, seriously, i wan 2 try Cosplay n doin’ all tat weird stuff… Coz some ppl juz like looking down on tis n discriminate tis sacred activities, so i cannt say tis out loud… My dad noe le, he said dun waste money… T.T Wait lox… When i hav money… Regarding tat surgery, i postphone le, coz still hav mani unfinished business 2 deal with… cannt abandon my team mates… Haiz…
Gomen ne, Maria-sama n Ottosan, break my promise on our company of anime, animation, computer, games n movie production… >.<”” Hopefully can open tat company… then later only i join as a boss, giving money… Hahaha… Maybe JK only… See, i noe tat i m a ver very good, innocent, obedient, kind , pure soul de ppl… U all so lucky 2 hav me as frenz… Lol… XD Remember me like tis status, coz i afraid i reliwill b cum another me… Dark side… Sori if reli like tat but dun push away me yet try 2 pull me back bah…
** Awang reli a very very “lau kui” de name!!! Nt suitable 4 me la… Plz la… So lame… I giv u lox… ><
(到最后,可能的还是赚钱再说吧.Animation still will studi but nt after SPM.I will proove tat Animation de job is tat kind of "Lau Kui" n in tis lame land cannt earn so much money, so i decided 2 earn money first then go overseas n studi, later go work at there. Tis is my conclusion. Thx, Stella la...) Very beautiful de anime gal, next time i will design it!! Lol... XD
看到Stella's blog, 有点吓到... =="" 不懂是我Kopi她还是她Kopi我... 是咯, 听了Omega校长的解说, (不用说了, Stella写了), 一回到家, 跟爸爸妈妈讲清楚了, 死都不要去STPM, SINGAPORE... 只要去A level onli... 不懂他是吹牛还是真的, 希望不是老王卖瓜, 自卖自夸...
想了想... 做Professional的人,放弃我的理想, 有钱了再去追求吧... Start from medicine then dentist, architecture, pharmacy......... 不敢动手术, 所以选了当dentist or pharmacy de job...钱始终是重要的, 有了钱, 以后再追求理想也不迟啊... 没想到, animation 是酱"lau kui"的等级的工作...
完全没有想到跟Stella 一样, 我是被Status n Professional level n Money 所吸引(竟然把灵魂卖给了金钱和地位...我也不想的...希望我不会太堕落T.T)... 你们想了吗???
还有还有, 相信大家都懂了... Charwinth n Sonia... Reli feel hapi 4 him... 他是我印度朋友里最好的...女的比较厉害讲话, 比较大胆, 当电灯炮所看到听到的... 哈哈... 我的"男人" 被"抢"了... Wen Xin u wan me 2 find a gal wor... Lol... Maybe next time >o<""
